Another wave of grief today
Out of the blue
Still cannot clear off Mum's dresser
So it can wait for another day
Over 6 months have gone by
And still it wells up suddenly
Add to that a sad ending
Of a lovely email relationship
And I know that now is all about
Letting go
It is about endings
It is about new beginnings
And I am working on me
I am beginning to shape my life
I am allowing myself to feel
To be truthful with me
To not hide from me
Not an easy task to be sure
Looking deep inside
So do not want to do that
Understanding me - so not easy
It is time to be kind to me
So all my plans for today - poof
It is a day to coddle me
For comfort foods
For the couch and a good movie
A day to drift and be
The weather outside
Cold, freezing rain changing to rain
The day is improving
And I am improving
Slowly
For there is no rush
It is one day at a time
Allowing me to take things slowly
On my journey
To be me
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